Sunday, August 19, 2012

Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Selamat, hari raya.. maaf zahir & batin.
All the past are forgiven, all mistakes cannot be undone. But we can make up for yesterdays and make the best of today.

Happy holiday! Happy raya..
All the love in the world for all the people we love.
Live today, never regret tomorrow.

I have a skunk in the house.. yes, u know who it is, and he just couldn't get any skunkier.. Hahahaha.. but I LOVE him still of course...

Last week, a week before raya.. my last post.
PD was somewhat awesome with family.. came back home with muscle torn on both arms due to excessive swimming/soccer with hand in d pool! :D
Much love...


Friday, August 10, 2012

A longed for trip

With the cousins n finally part of the family. Yet a tiny little gesture for his sake n I get the blame for it. Get screwed for it, even it was an honest mistake unintended.
When will this ever put a full stop. There. Fullstop. Which also means silence between us. Just because he is the guy, male kind, he thinks that he is always right. That whatever he thinks or says I must be wrong, therefore I mustn't argue, but I wasn't even making any mistake nor saying or doing anything bad.

What more could be done to fix this?
Nothing. Fullstop.

Here we are.. on the way to Pd, a short trip to holiday. To enjoy, have fun and relax!
Just to be noted, I was fully excited for this! In fact very eager for this day to come. It's finally here! All I need a peace of mind, a peace in words, and peace in emotions.

One bad influence takes me to an unhappy place. But that is fullstop story.

I'm leaving any unhappy thoughts behind, and I'm thinking forward in what will make us all happy, post joy, past grief.

Don't worry about a thing... Cause every little thing gonna be alright.. -Bob Marley-

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

As long as you love me...

Happiness will never come to those who don't appreciate what they already have.

I'm not arguing, I'm just explaining why I'm right.

I loved you once, I love you still.
I always have, I always will.

Always remember God will never take anything away from you, without the intention of replacing it with something much better.


~double infinity~
Our Love is strong,
why carry on without me..?



Relationships
are harder now because
conversations become texting,
arguments become phone calls,
and feelings become status updates!

I wish my Book of life was written in pencil,
there are a few pages i would like to erase.


lying in your bed, thinking of one person & remembering all those memories
& then realize that they might never happen again.


Don't make her your number ONE,

make her your ONLY ONE.


The best Lovwe is the kind that awakens the soul,
and makes us reach for more.
That plants a fire in our hearts & brings peace to our minds.

And that's what you've given me,
that's what I'd hoped to give you, forever..........


As long as you love me, we could be
starving, we could be
homeless,
we could be broke.


As long as you love me,

I'll be your platinum,


I'll be your silver,
I'll be your gold.

Monday, August 6, 2012

Before you..

Before,
you were a friend.
Now, you are my partner.

Before,
you never knew me.
Now, you don't wanna know more.

Before,
my life was empty and alone.
Now, i have you i thought i am complete.

Before,
you were head over heels for me.
Now, you crave for a new one.

Before,
you said you will never love another.
Now, you couldn't let go anyone of us.

Before,
I've told myself to be careful not to fall too deep.
Now, I could never get out.

Before,
I didn't believe nor trust anything at all.
Now, all is given but nothing is returned.

Before,
my heart and love for you is beyond descriptiom.
Now, i can only think of imperfection.

Before,
you are my everything.

Now, you stand alone.