11 years later

 Since I joined, I have not write anything in my blog. Ever since, my concerns about sharing private life matters have been more cautious. Due to everything has changed overtime into being more cyberspace-like,nothing is safe out there anymore. 

I wish the time before "money is important" would still exist. Please please protect those souls out there who are still living life in the urban area, do not take away their home. Bless them with good weather and necessities because life is the fullest when it is simple and non money minded.

In pursue of making money on the other hand, we humans should hold good morals, sustain our beliefs, respect religions and all matters that we only stand together as human. Surviving humanity is the toughest challenge in 2021. 

I thank God for my beautiful and loving family, loyal and trustworthy husband who loves us. May God keep my family safe, happy and healthy all the time. 

There will be a day coming soon that life will go back to normal. 

No more Coronavirus!!

Bless the people ,doctors, nurses who sacrifice their lives in helping the victims, bless their family to be healthy and strong while keeping in mind that small little things bring happiness. 

The pandemic Covid-19 took over in 2020 for a reason. Numerologically, physically, mentally, scientifically and religious in sorts there is I believe ,even maybe reasons but it is really unfair to attack innocent and kind souls. Have mercy and spare a life to those in need.

Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Selamat, hari raya.. maaf zahir & batin.
All the past are forgiven, all mistakes cannot be undone. But we can make up for yesterdays and make the best of today.

Happy holiday! Happy raya..
All the love in the world for all the people we love.
Live today, never regret tomorrow.

I have a skunk in the house.. yes, u know who it is, and he just couldn't get any skunkier.. Hahahaha.. but I LOVE him still of course...

Last week, a week before raya.. my last post.
PD was somewhat awesome with family.. came back home with muscle torn on both arms due to excessive swimming/soccer with hand in d pool! :D
Much love...

A longed for trip

With the cousins n finally part of the family. Yet a tiny little gesture for his sake n I get the blame for it. Get screwed for it, even it was an honest mistake unintended.
When will this ever put a full stop. There. Fullstop. Which also means silence between us. Just because he is the guy, male kind, he thinks that he is always right. That whatever he thinks or says I must be wrong, therefore I mustn't argue, but I wasn't even making any mistake nor saying or doing anything bad.

What more could be done to fix this?
Nothing. Fullstop.

Here we are.. on the way to Pd, a short trip to holiday. To enjoy, have fun and relax!
Just to be noted, I was fully excited for this! In fact very eager for this day to come. It's finally here! All I need a peace of mind, a peace in words, and peace in emotions.

One bad influence takes me to an unhappy place. But that is fullstop story.

I'm leaving any unhappy thoughts behind, and I'm thinking forward in what will make us all happy, post joy, past grief.

Don't worry about a thing... Cause every little thing gonna be alright.. -Bob Marley-

As long as you love me...

Happiness will never come to those who don't appreciate what they already have.

I'm not arguing, I'm just explaining why I'm right.

I loved you once, I love you still.

I always have, I always will.

Always remember God will never take anything away from you, without the intention of replacing it with something much better.

~double infinity~

Our Love is strong,

why carry on without me..?

Relationships

are harder now because

conversations become texting,

arguments become phone calls,

and feelings become status updates!

I wish my Book of life was written in pencil,

there are a few pages i would like to erase.

lying in your bed, thinking of one person & remembering all those memories

& then realize that they might never happen again.

Don't make her your number ONE,

make her your ONLY ONE.

The best Lovwe is the kind that awakens the soul,

and makes us reach for more.

That plants a fire in our hearts & brings peace to our minds.

And that's what you've given me,

that's what I'd hoped to give you, forever..........

As long as you love me, we could be

starving, we could be

homeless,

we could be broke.

As long as you love me,

I'll be your platinum,

I'll be your silver,

I'll be your gold.

Before you..

Before,

you were a friend.

Now, you are my partner.

Before,

you never knew me.

Now, you don't wanna know more.

Before,

my life was empty and alone.

Now, i have you i thought i am complete.

Before,

you were head over heels for me.

Now, you crave for a new one.

Before,

you said you will never love another.

Now, you couldn't let go anyone of us.

Before,

I've told myself to be careful not to fall too deep.

Now, I could never get out.

Before,

I didn't believe nor trust anything at all.

Now, all is given but nothing is returned.

Before,

my heart and love for you is beyond descriptiom.

Now, i can only think of imperfection.

Before,

you are my everything.

Now, you stand alone.

My own

Everyday is something different Everyday reminds you of yesterday Everyday could end up Deja vu and Everyday is your Friend. Love me for me,not what some wants me to be Love others the same but Don't ask for Love. Get your Brains on the game Put your strength towards what's important Make life succeed without eed No cameras no attention the WORLD all by yourself

cravings for life

Blair Waldorf,Xx

B & S B f f s

I (am) officially

---miss my BFf
---Loves Chuck Bass in Gg
---obsessed about G.Girl
---conFUsed
---touched Heaven
---woke up from nightmares
---Seen my other side
---loving every moment
---crazily insane
---demolished